whoami?

Building Linux infrastructure in Go, from the kernel up.
I write about what i build, and what they taught me.

Trapped within constraints that suffocate being and becoming, i untie myself from the shackles bound on me, through the dispersion of my soul and the traces i leave of having existed, homage to the one in me who knows nothing, but wants to learn.

Having seen how i saw myself, i realized, there was little i knew apart from myself. Self-knowledge is no mystery, understanding one thing is an implicit attribution to the one who understands. I want to have an understanding, yes of me, but more also of the world around me and of how it constituted, what role i could play in bringing out the beautiful pain of being this specific being, this person, whoami> breexzed

How does one do it? You know what you want and you want to become this specific type of person. Not accidentally, not curated. Enacted. Being-as-configuration.

My little philosophy on this:

The work of becoming great perhaps is in the act of becoming less. Recognizing the daily struggles of creating order and being one with it within the flux of life's moment.

Do you have a role model or is this dream so unique? What materials do you need to interact with to put yourself into the orbit of the class of such objects? How do you backtrack from where you’ve found what’s closest to your own truth?

Curiosity already brought you here. It will not take you back, only keep you in check. Sustain you in orbit. But the actual work of moving in alignment with the systems of the space you inhabit is solely up to how you can navigate the antigravity of your position.

In relation to the pulling forces of the bodies around you. Distractions, and sometimes, necessities. Calling them for what they are, hindrances to being who you think you could be without hindrances. But being honest with yourself, are you the type of person yet?

If you cannot manage your current life well enough to change its trajectory, do you expect something or someone else to impose order on your behalf for you? How close are you to your own truth in the first place, or is it only just an image in your head?

Seed of becoming planted in self.

— Breexzed Daffodils

I'll keep trying to find something to write about who I am, but for the time being, rejoice with me for who I'm becoming.

## Sections

• Corpus — Projects, concepts, and articulations. A filtered index of the work and ideas that make up the estate. → Writing
• Signal — Here, I document the signals I encounter in the world as they express themselves within my field of resonance. I note them explicitly, along with the traces of how I encountered them. I explore their diverse natures to learn from them and to make predictions inferred from the lenses they share. Signals may include, but are not limited to, a person, a niche, or a group of people within a culture or subcultural organism. (nothing published yet)
• Projects — This is the lab where I build systems out of the estate's ontology-driven corpus. Projects are also informed by signals and by the trails that led to them. Like every lab, this one is an ongoing work in progress. → Portfolio